My Blogging Crap

Just blame that night’s moonlight
So romantic it make hearts flutter
But really its nothing much
Only the night is a bit chilly
Love suddenly became hard to escape

The crescent moon in the sky
Watch over our crazy love
There’s no need to make any promises
Just my kiss on your shoulder
And in your ear I softly sing

You ask how much I love you
How deep is my love
My feelings are true
My love for you is also true
The moon represents my heart

The round bright moon in the sky
Watch people meeting and parting endlessly
By myself I am wandering the streets
Love and hatred are confused in my heart

I am not as strong as you think
On the first and fifteenth the moon is a little sad
Everyday there are always changes on your face
Realized the eternal vow was just a misunderstanding

Soft, softly a kiss
Has once touched your heart and mine
Deep, deep feelings
Have become only memories till today
From now on I will always remember

Now I ask how much did you love me
How deep is your love
Maybe you should remember
You should go take a look
Whose heart does the moon represent?

I admit I am a bit unconcerned
Should have talk to you but instead I let you leave
Next time I should buy something to please you
You will not be angry
A week passes and there’s no news of you
Sent you 17 messages but still no reply
I began to feel something is not right
I am starting to feel concerned

What did I say
What did I do
Maybe the question is not who apologises
The problem is that we keep doing the wrong thing
And we didn’t say what we should have said

How long can we keep deceiving each other
If we keep pretending there’s nothing wrong
And start all over again
Perhaps it will make us feel better
Is this right or wrong?
What is wrong?

Our tactics are enough to stop the quarrels
Our maturity is enough but lack sensation
It is because love is not enough
Or is this the wrong kind of love
The idea of breaking up has crossed your mind
To be honest I have thought a lot about it
We seldom have this kind of telepathy
Thinking of it, I feel more sad

Said all I have to say
Done all I have to do
I am willing but I didn’t change
Maybe you will never understand
Even if I show you my heart, it’s no use
It’s not that I didn’t try hard enough
It’s not your fault
It’s not my fault

Before I blame you, I have to think clearly
Slowly understand love is not who hurts the most
Tried our best and it still doesn’t work
Just blame it on fate

Today my feelings are a bit strange
But I cannot tell the reason why
Like there is some suffering on the way
But not knowing what kind of disease

Above my head the orange light of the California sun
But in my pocket there are only black tangerines

I still have a blue kind of feeling
Please don’t ask me why
I really want to speak up
But there is nothing left to say
I only hate myself
For not escaping the blues
Maybe I am just a worthless little worm
Condemned for dreaming too much

The leaves used falling to verify autumn
But I am still in a slumber, unable to wake
Are you willing to be a hero
Or do you want to let go?

The day is bright
Overcast by darkening clouds
All the ways led by the rays became dead ends
What kind of hero do you want to be?
I can see you are only a pawn

Today when I wake up, my head hurts
No matter how many phials of medicine I took
It’s no use
My feelings are strangely subdued
It’s best to stay as far away from me as you can
Outside the orange light of the California sun
But I stay in my own lonely black hole

I only have a very small request
And that’s to ask you to leave me alone

In the mirror, I see a stranger’s face
A faded look in the eyes
Smiling is only a twisted movement of the lips
My loneliness, who can understand?
Like a boat rocking in the sea
Even the North Star cannot be seen
Who can set the sails, and leave forever this dark lake?

Longing for you to be by my side
Please hold my hand tightly
Sometimes I think nobody can truly understand
All the pain I harboured inside
Fearful of using a sincere heart to face the world
Instead I have become more and more silent
A person floating in the sea
The person who is talking cannot be seen

Who can give me a warm embrace?
When I feel my heart beginning to break
Please tell a tired and lonely me
That you will always be waiting…for me

On the moonstruck stage of destiny ahead
Before boarding, spring is turning to falling leaves
All of sudden, the connection has ended
Oh that promise, will it still be fulfilled?
Not caring if love is painful or unbearable
Each person in their own world

Are you like me, restless for a few times
Love is a wrong feeling

Longing, so often it is only longing but not meeting
But the love is still being enacted
So who is playing old fashioned records?
That film is like leaving a message for the future

Will love ever be realised?